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Waking Up

Dear Blog,

How have you been? I probably don’t deserve a second chance. But something tells me I will still get it. I changed my name. But I still couldn’t get yours out of my mind. I won’t ask for forgiveness; yet. At least not in words. They would seem hollow and empty. But I am here to stay. I will lay myself bare; once again; one layer at a time. Painfully.

May be then you would understand. And then may be someday you would manage to convince the world.

Yours,
Ever Incoherent,
Oxyscapist

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Ouch !

What do you do when you see a movie character that you totally identify with, it’s like looking in a mirror (cliche I know). You relate to it’s aspirations, dreams, the confusion, the conflict. You empathize with the crisis it’s going through. You can see yourself at the same crossroad, failing magnificently in the process of choosing the right path.

Well I am sure everyone has felt this and nothing very blog-worthy about it, except that what do you do when that character is a- well how to put it, a 26-27 year female ! Perhaps this too is common, just that the first time always hurts :S

Anyway it was funny when i thought it in my mind.

PS movie – Definitely, maybe; character – April; The exact similarity was about the what she wanted from life – or rather the lack of any clarity in her mind regarding the same.

Whoooooooo….Wham !

ever heard to sum random blabbering of a turbulent mind…well i will give u a chance hereby.
see without any risk of stepping into the realm of self praising pompous hard asses, i can safely declare that i just might be the guy with the most sensitized emotional quotient.
yeah believe me and i am sayin this without an ounce of exaggeration…u need less than a pin drop to metamorphosize me from bubbly happy-go-lucky kiss-my-ass teenager to a pensive hermit hidden within the folds of Himalayas…and here is the strange part…the hermit doesn’t necessarily sit gloomily all day lng…as u wud be expected of a bogged down guy…he hides himself in this estranged mist of disenchantment and begins dishing out his own self calculated interpretations of every phenomenon worth talking two hoots about in this world …..

Confession

ok ok i confess… the only reason i care to read authors like gabriel garcia is because i think it is cool to read a serious author by serious i mean ‘non ludlumised’ i mean no offence to mr. robert…i am his biggest fan btw…its just tht i hv alwaz read books which were international political potboilers..full of consipiracy and evil twists….newaz the bottom line is this that i hv never considered my self a voracious reader…i never read because of the pleasure of devouring beautiful literature…i mean i never was the one in search for hidden beauty of language if u knw what i mean…i alwaz read to knw the nxt thing that is gonna happen..for me readin was heavenly when there was this unsatiable desire to turn the page jus to knw whether the president is gonna push the button or not..(hehehe)….

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